I’m pissed off. I’m positive.
I’m trying so hard to keep “Why is this happening to me?” and “This isn’t fair” from coming out of my mouth. It’s happening and unfortunately I can’t do anything about it. Where can I find the handbook for handling this? I want to yell, no, scream. I want to cry, which I do often. I want to be healthy, which I will be.
I don’t want to just say that I’m positive, I want to actually mean it, and actually feel it.